Mon 26 Oct

My phone appears to be kaput, though I still haven't completely given up hope for a resurrection. It fell in the toilet last night at choir and I didn't notice til I'd finished peeing so it was there for several seconds. It spent the night in a bag of rice and once Siri spoke out and said she didn't understand what was said, but this morning when Bob put the sim card back, nothing happened. It's on the charger now to see if that matters. Had bad dreams toward morning that Bob died. Very specific about how I needed to put affairs straight after the death. Far too realistic. Don't want to look at the next 30 years or more without him. We enjoy so many of the same things, I can't imagine still enjoying them all alone. Food: 7:35 am Chocolate croissant, 1/4 med cantaloupe, 101 g blackberries, coffee 12:00 pm 100 cal Pumpkin Pie Greek yogurt, slice banana bread, med banana 2:50 pm 5 peanut M&Ms 3:15 pm Sm brownie, chocolate Pu-Erh tea Exercise: 9:20-9:30 am Treadmill 9:30-10:30 am Body Pump class 11:15-11:45 am Leslie Sansone 2/5 Fat Burning Miles DVD 12:40-12:55 pm Walk to Suzuki 2:35-2:50 pm Walk home